GROWW E-Mail Newsletter

15 December 2005

Circulation: 1650

Volume 4, Number 2

Editor

·     ·     Pat Sirni

Associate Editor

·     ·     Angela Dyer

Newsletter Staff

·     ·     Lori Petersen

GROWW Officers

·     ·     Anne D’Ambrosio, Executive Director

GROWW Staff

·     ·     Libby Morningstar, Director of Branches

·     ·     Pat Sirni, Grief Recovery Room Manager

·     ·     Rachel Frank, WebMistress

·     ·     Phil D’Ambrosio, Director of Security

 

Message from the Executive Director - Anne D’Ambrosio

 

I know this is a very tough time of year for so many of you.  Please take care of yourselves and reach out to others.  I ask that each and every one of us think back to their first day at GROWW.  Please try to treat all members the way you were treated or the way you wished you had been treated.  Sometimes when people come here for a long time, they tend to lose some of their compassion and caring.  I don’t want that to happen.  Let’s all try to remember someone may come across as a problem in the chat room and everyone bombards this person.  Lets try to slow down the process and get them to explain why they here before we overreact.  We’ve all done it before, but let’s try to remember we are all working on adrenalin, probably just waiting to get the holidays done so you won’t have to deal with them, stressed to max and ready to flip out at any given moment.  Let’s ALL take a deep breath and sit back and say to ourselves, OK, we are people helping people, friends helping friends, then type.

 

Time does help to heal and we all heal differently and in our own time frame.  Some people never heal, that is sad, but some people do grieve much longer then others and that’s ok too.  That’s where the compassion and understanding come in: let’s try NOT to judge others.  If you don’t agree with someone you can state your opinion, but do any of us have a right to tell someone they are wrong?  I don’t think so.  None of us know more then another person.  We all grieve, share and heal differently.  That’s what is so wonderful about this group.  Someone has been right where you are now, or is right there with you, or been through it and can SHARE their experience.  I don’t think any one of us can tell each other what is right or wrong.  That’s why we say there is no right or wrong way to grieve, there is only YOUR way.

 

I’m keeping it short this month. I still have lots to get done and the time is just flying by.

 

I wish all of you and your families and friends a very happy Holiday Season and a better 2006.

 

Grief Recovery will be open all day Christmas Days and Hosted as much as possible for those of you who need to lean on us that day.

 

Until next year, Good Grief

Anne GD

 

PS: A great way to help GROWW that won’t cost you a penny is to join igive and put us in as your favorite charity, a portion of the purchases you make with stores that participate help GROWW. Go to www.igive.com

 

Message from the Director of Branches - Libby Morningstar

 

As I prepare for the hustle and bustle of the holiday season, I am reminded that I didn’t always enjoy this time of year.  You see not only is it the holidays, but it is also my birthday month as well as John’s.  My first holiday was really tough.  I didn’t have GROWW and I struggled with how I was going to do this. Well I forced myself to have the holidays with planning to have my staff over that year to make me get my home ready. 

 

In February of 1998 I found GROWW and I found a new family who understood my pain.  That year the holidays were a little hard, but I had my friends here and we spent our time together.  

 

Everyone is different and your grieving is different so our advice at GROWW is to take care of YOU.  Do what you need to do or not do for YOU.    My heart goes out to our new friends, who are new and raw to their grief.    Know that we are here for you.  We may be at a different place in our grief, but we do remember and we do care. 

 

Until next month take it one step at a time, at on second at a time if necessary.  This is doable I promise.

Libby 

 

Phil’s Corner - Phil D’Ambrosio

 Well gang another year passes. Some of us have moved on, others have stayed put and some have even done both.  This is a rough stretch of the year for a lot of us.  I found an article by Alan Wolfelt, PhD*.  Called Helping Yourself Heal During the Holiday Season. For those who have not seen it, enjoy.  For those who have it’s worth a re-read.

¨You Are Not Alone-Holidays are often difficult for anyone who has experienced the death of someone loved.  Rather than being times of family togetherness, sharing and thanksgiving, holidays can bring feelings of sadness, loss and emptiness.

¨Love Does Not End With Death-Since love does not end with death, holidays may result in a renewed sense of personal grief — a feeling of loss unlike that experienced in the routine of daily living.  Society encourages you to join in the holiday spirit, but all around you the sounds, sights and smells trigger memories of the one you love who has died.  No simple guidelines exist that will take away the hurt you are feeling.  We hope, however, the following suggestions will help you better cope with your grief during this joyful, yet painful, time of the year.  As you read through this brochure, remember that by being tolerant and compassionate with yourself, you will continue to heal in your personal grief experience.

¨Talk About Your Grief-During the holiday season; don't be afraid to express your feelings of grief.  Ignoring your grief won't make the pain go away and talking about it openly often makes you feel better.  Find caring friends and relatives who will listen — without judging you.  They will help make you feel understood.

¨Be Tolerant Of Your Physical Or Psychological Limits-Feelings of loss will probably leave you fatigued.  Your low energy level may naturally slow you down. Respect what your body and mind are telling you.  And lower your own expectations about being at your peak during the holiday season.

¨Eliminate Unnecessary Stress-You may already feel stressed, so don't overextend yourself.  Avoid isolating yourself, but be sure to recognize the need to have special time for yourself.  Realize also that merely "keeping busy" won't distract you from your grief, but may actually increase stress and postpone the need to talk out thoughts and feelings related to your grief.

¨Be With Supportive, Comforting People-Identify those friends and relatives who understand that the holiday season can increase your sense of loss and who will allow you to talk openly about your feelings.  Find those persons who encourage you to be yourself and accept your feelings — both happy and sad.

¨Mention the Name of the Person Who Has Died-Include the person's name in your holiday conversation.  If you are able to talk candidly, other people are more likely to recognize your need to remember that special person who was an important part of your life.

¨Do What Is Right for You During the Holidays-Well-meaning friends and family often try to prescribe what is good for you during the holidays.  Instead of going along with their plans, focus on what you want to do.  Discuss your wishes with a caring, trusted friend.  Talking about these wishes will help you clarify what it is you want to do during the holidays.  As you become aware of your needs, share them with your friends and family.

¨Plan Ahead For Family Gatherings-Decide, which family traditions you want to continue and which new ones you would like to begin following the death of someone loved.  Structure your holiday time.  This will help you anticipate activities, rather than just reacting to whatever happens.  Getting caught off guard can create feelings of panic, fear and anxiety during the time of the year when your feelings of grief are already heightened.  As you make your plans, however, leave room to change them if you feel it is appropriate.

¨Embrace Your Treasure Of Memories-Memories are one of the best legacies that exist after the death of someone loved.  And holidays always make you think about times past.  Instead of ignoring these memories, share them with your family and friends.  Keep in mind that memories are tinged with both happiness and sadness.  If your memories bring laughter, smile.  If your memories bring sadness, then it's all right to cry.  Memories that were made in love — no one can ever take them away from you.

¨Renew Your Resources For Living-Spend time thinking about the meaning and purpose of your life.  The death of someone loved created opportunities for taking inventory of your life — past, present and future.  The combination of a holiday and a loss naturally results in looking inward and assessing your individual situation.  Make the best use of this time to define the positive things in life that surround you.

¨Express Your Faith-During the holidays, you may find a renewed sense of faith or discover a new set of beliefs.  Associate with people who understand and respect your need to talk about these beliefs.  If your faith is important, you may want to attend a holiday service or special religious ceremony.

 

As You Approach the Holidays, Remember: Grief is Both a Necessity and a Privilege-It comes as a result of giving and receiving love.  Don't let anyone take your grief away.  Love yourself.  Be patient with yourself.  And allow yourself to be surrounded by loving, caring people.

 

*Dr. Alan Wolfelt is a noted author, educator and practicing grief counselor.  He serves as Director of the Center for Loss and Life Transition in Fort Collins, Colorado, and presents more than 100 grief-related workshops each year across North America.  Among his many publications are the books "The Journey Through Grief," "Healing Your Grieving Heart," "Understanding Grief: Helping Yourself Heal," "Healing the Bereaved Child" and "Creating Meaningful Funeral Ceremonies."

 

Guest Column:

 

No Guest Column this month.  To submit one, write to newsletter@GROWW.org

 

Poetry by Members (submitted by GRHostTomF):

 

Life is but a crystal vase………

Through one act or many, life was shattered.....

Now as I pick up the pieces, I let time help me put it back together again.....

I will never be the same, but I will be whole again.  In accepting what I can not change...

I do find peace.  The pieces may not all fit back together or be as they once were......

But they form a new me....

A me that is whole.

-Author unknown

 

                                                                                                                                                   Host Interview by Pat Sirni – (PatS):

 

This month, instead of a host interview, I am re-publishing part of a column from the April 2004 newsletter.  We can never be reminded often enough that our wonderful family of hosts is responsible for keeping Groww the caring site that it is. You, as members, have a responsibility to your hosts as well.  They deserve your respect at all times.

 

Here is the column as it appeared previously:

 

Hugs to all.  This month instead of interviewing one of our hosts, I thought I would take some time to talk to you about our hosts and hosting in general. 

 

GROWW hosts are a very special group of people.  They volunteer their time, often many, many hours per week.  Their mission is to give back to you what was given to them: love, understanding and guidance on the path to healing from loss.  They are your hosts, but always remember that they were, and are, members first.  They too have their rollercoaster days, their ups and downs on this path that we walk together.  While they are further down the path than many of you, they never forget the reason why they are here, the reason that brought them to GROWW and to the commitment that they have made as hosts.

 

Many have asked how we choose our hosts.  Basically, we observe a member's interaction in the chatrooms.  We look for those who are well into their grief process, who have been visiting with us for many months, and who show compassion and understanding for others in the room.  We look for people who offer encouragement and love to others.  It takes a very special person to be a GROWW host, and staff is committed to inviting only those who demonstrate all of those qualities to join our family of hosts.  After we invite someone to host, we send them a Promise Letter, which they are required to sign and return.

 

Respect of others in the chatroom is very important.  Our hosts respect every member, acknowledge their losses and their pain, and commit to maintaining a safe and healthy chatroom environment.  Many times, in a crowded chatroom, a host will focus on a newcomer.  We ask that our membership be supportive of what the host is doing, and always remember that  we strive to make the newcomer feel welcome and to allow them time to share their pain.  A host is also trying to get to know the newcomer, because unfortunately, this is the Internet and we do have people join us for reasons that are not appropriate. Experience has taught our hosts warning signs and they will spend a little bit more time assessing the validity in some cases.  Please remember that they are doing this to keep GROWW the safe and supportive place that it is.  We understand that you as members want to support the newcomer as well, but we do ask that you not take that person into private chat until they have been visiting with us for awhile.  If you receive an unsolicited private chat, please report it to Staff@Groww.org.

 

One last thought on how you as members can help out a host. The chatrooms can become very busy at times, especially the main room, Grief Recovery. It is very difficult to host a crowded room and focus on those who need some immediate TLC and support. We understand that many of you have made some wonderful friendships here and that you come to the room to share fellowship with your friends. When it is really busy, remember that  you can chat with a friend using either the private chat option or any of  the available Messenger services to have a light hearted conversation with a friend.

 

Recipe of the month (Submitted by Patti Brown):

 

Ham Loaf

 
1 lb. cured ground ham
1 lb. lean ground beef or pork
2/3 c. oatmeal or cracker crumbs
1/3 c. Minute tapioca
1/4 c. 2%  milk
2 eggs

 

Dressing:
 

1/2 c. water
1/2 c. brown sugar
1 Tbs. mustard
1/4 c. vinegar

 

Mix loaf ingredients and form into a loaf. Boil dressing a few minutes. Pour over loaf and bake at 350 degrees for about 2 hours, basting occasionally. Dressing should become thick and syrup-like.

 

If you would like to submit a guest column, recipe, or poem for publication in this newsletter, please send your submission to newsletter@groww.org 

 

 

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